Nightmare

My mind is at war with my thoughts

I feel vindictive to the fact that you've left me to work on my own two feet

And now I feel this way just know there's no turning back

What's done is done and I have

No remorse for your loathsome acts

They claw and claw through my mentality

Leaving me with the worst, how do I know what to believe in

When all I see is the lie you left me

And now these demons that I trapped underneath my skin are haunting me

This very scene I bought upon myself

I said I was so fucking cold and I meant it

There's no connection between our minds

Because you went and tore it apart

You broke me. Provoked me

To justify a reason why I'm still here

My life, I'll take one step at a time, not knowing what's wrong or right, I'm waiting for a sign

The closer that you look, the less in time you'll see

Abandoned all that was left

To break the mould inside my head

Your deceit, it will breed and ingest in me

What doesn't kill me makes me wish it did

What doesn't kill me makes me fucking wish it did

I'll wipe the doubt away and erase my mind

So fucking regretful of a life I've left behind

Set me straight