Lightspeed

We were like brothers, now you don't see me
You walk right past, you brush me off, it's like we never met
It's all just timing, but I'm always rushing
Moving at lightspeed but these wounds won't heal for nothing

I never thought I'd be something that you needed
We fell apart, left with all the broken pieces
I ran my mouth, hope you know I didn't mean it
I didn't mean it

We'd spend your birthdays up at your moms place
Blow out the candles sentimental now it's all for nothing
Those late night walks home, songs on your cell phone
There stands the glass, it's cracked in half, now we both walk alone

I never thought I'd be something that you needed
We fell apart, left with all the broken pieces
I ran my mouth, hope you know I didn't mean it
I didn't mean it

When I think back on it now, I think I'd also hate myself
But I didn't have it figured out, a map or plan or anything
Are we still parallel lines? Moved together pushed aside
Is it better to give it time, or let it go and let it die?
I still think I should reach out, but I don't, I sit it out
I hide away 'cause I'm a coward, leave it cold and let it sour
Writing songs in your old room, you won't think to listen to
But I still think about you, yeah, I still think about

I never thought I'd be something that you needed
We fell apart, left with all the broken pieces
I ran my mouth, hope you know I didn't mean it
I didn't mean it