My Past

Verse 1 – Been through a lot – gave nothing like a zero. Felt a little bit of everything like a hero. Used, talked about, laughed at. Walked all over – like a floor mat. Yet I always smiled – and I never showed my pain. Always stood in the back – like a last name. Been through the fire – it’s really not a big deal. Start to tell my story – they shocked – like touching an eel. Feeling low yet I always keep my head high. They just stuck in their old ways – so I never try. Always tried to change me – but I nеver budge. Letting go of caring – likе an old grudge. Loving no one but God and the fam. Said that they were real – yet they’re faker than a scam. I see her – and sometimes I just wanna connect. Chill with my feelings – not just yet. So that’s why

Verse 2 – It’s funny how people say you wrong – when you know you’re really right. Let em all go – now they trynna be tight. Ain’t nothing but life – that’s what I always say. Whole heart isn’t black – but it’s slowly turning gray. It’s more than me speaking words on a track. Just thought I’ll tell you how they left me hanging like a tack. They were wrong just like a glitch. Left me on the side – like a ditch. But wait _ let me switch. Back to now – fire yeah, I smell that stench. They never understood me – you would think that I was speaking French.  But I really feel they didn’t wanna hear. So now you know the real reason why I disappeared. Let no one in – I kept em all out. They said I needed em – but that’s something that I really doubt. Ima keep looking to God for help. Just God and the fam – no one else. And that’s why