I'm Not Really Here

[Intro]

Mm-mm

[Verse 1]

I wanna get high, get out of my head

Go swimming in the ocean, learn to bake bread

Do something with my hands, something I can hold

'Cause I feel like I'm losing my grip on reality

Out here in the cold, just pissing in the snow

[Verse 2]

I wanna find love, touch the unknown

Go all Billy Elliot, dancing in the street

Like I could just disappear

But how did I end up, end up here?

[Chorus]

Feels like I'm grocery shopping on a Friday night

While my best friend's watching that MMA fight

On his phone in the backseat, parked outside

Yeah, I just kinda feel like i'm not really here

[Verse 3]

I'm spiraling out, I'm not in control, I'm not in my body

This millennial ennui's getting so goddamn old now

Who's driving this car?

That's not Jesus at the wheel

Somebody take me away

[Chorus]

'Cause I feel like brown bagging forties on a Greyhound bus

Blowing lines off a hundred, In God We Trust

Just fucking in public, trying my luck

'Cause I just wanna feel like I'm not really here

I'm not really here

[Instrumental Outro]