Angel at War

Precious seconds turn to stone as the minutes come and go

And the hours and days become years

You lit up my soul my reason to push on

My reason to face all my fears

And I remember so your little face wrapped in my arms

Your eyes that said we got this

Said I'd never let you go

But I was only 21 shouldn't matter but I think it did

You been missing from this space

Maybe I let you down one too many times and lost your faith

I feel empty in my soul when I think of you alone

So many times so far away

Consumed by what I thought was the answer to it all

But my answer pushed you further away

Thought you'd undеrstand see that I should be the man

Collect thе pieces rebuild a nest

But the answer was simple like it always was before

I should of just held you chest to chest

You been missing from this space

Maybe I let you down one too many times and lost your faith

The angels at was in my mind tell me where I went wrong

The angels at war in my heart keep me guessing wanting more

The angels at war in brain say there's nothing more I could have done

Maybe I been an angel at war with myself now for too long

Said I'd never let you go

But I was only 21 shouldn't matter but I think it did