Jocelyn Flores (Voice Memo)

[Dialogue: XXXTENTACION]

[?] the mixtape is about a girl that killed herself in- in my hotel room

Yeah, I had just had sex with her right before she killed herself

Like [?] into a house because she was trying to get into a fight with another girl that was there

I didn't know she was drepressed, I didn't know she was off of her meds

She went there and hung herself in the bathroom

Woked up to a phone call basically telling me that she killed herself

So, basically I take from like, real life experiences, like thoughts of suicide, or, just tho- current thoughts that are just [?]

And just basically putting in all for other people to feed on so it's basically a cure to your depression wh- as you're enter... you're basically enter- the.. the, like, from the first track until the end youre basically, you're entering my mind, because this is literally my mind

It's li-literal thoughts or literal emotion, you know what I'm saying?

So it's more or less just like, the con- the concept of the tape in itself, of the album in itself is that you're inside of my mind

It's called 17, 'cause I have a 17 on my head (Right)

[?] this is the one about that girl that killed herself ([?] that's crazy )

Actually I'll play it from here

[Intro: Shiloh Dynasty]

I know you so well, so well

I mean, I can do anything that he can

I've been pretty—

[Bridge: XXXTENTACION & Shiloh Dynasty]

I know you're somewhere, somewhere

I've been trapped in my mind, girl, just holding on

I don't wanna pretend we're something, we're nothing

I've been stuck thinking 'bout her, I can't hold on

(I've been pretty—)

[Verse: XXXTENTACION]

I'm in pain, wanna put ten shots in my brain

I've been trippin' 'bout some things, can't change

Suicidal, same time I'm tame

Picture this, in bed, get a phone call

Girl that you fucked with killed herself

That was this summer when nobody helped

And ever since then, man, I hate myself

Wanna fuckin' end it, pessimistic

All wanna see me with no pot to piss in

But niggas been excited 'bout the grave I'm diggin'

Havin' conversations 'bout my haste decisions

Fuckin' sickenin'; at the same time

Memories surface through the grapevine

'Bout my uncle playin' with a slip knot

Post-traumatic stress got me fucked up

Been fucked up since the couple months they had a nigga locked up

[Chorus: XXXTENTACION]

I'll be feelin' pain, I'll be feelin' pain just to hold on

And I don't feel the same, I'm so numb

I'll be feelin' pain, I'll be feelin' pain just to hold on

And I don't feel the same, I'm so numb

[Outro: Shiloh Dynasty]

I know you so well, I know you well

I mean, I can do any-