If I Ever Thought

[Intro]

For real, for real

Can you imagine being me?

Just know you can't, for real

No drugs, whole lot of money, whole lot of speculations

You couldn't even imagine

[Verse]

Can I think out loud? Can I tell myself I'm proud?

You ever looked in the mirror and said you foul 'cause you living wild?

Can I speak out loud?

Is anybody listening? It may take a while

May have a lot to say, you heard me?

But this ain't therapy

This that ex-drug dealer hall of fame jersey

This that kept it gangster in every song

I might be living wrong

This that in the kitchen cooking bricks up in the zonе

This that spin the block and spin again until they gone

This that oncе you got up, you went put your niggas on

This that you can't trust no bitch, so you can't find love (At all)

This that fuck security, we take pistols in the club

This that he so quiet, they don't know what he be thinkin'

Millions on my mind, if we ain't gettin' money, why we linkin'?

I don't get high to just be high, if we ain't celebratin', why we drinkin'?

Big Gotti, I do big shit, I don't know what you niggas thinkin'

Yeah, yeah

Sometimes I cry when I'm alone

Most times I don't answer my phone

I be talking to God like, "Am I wrong?"

I do whatever I gotta do to make it home (But snitch)

Don't never think Gotti alone

I don't move like that

Yeah, I'm mister no pressure, yeah, I'm smooth like that

Don't be speaking 'bout— we ain't cool like that

So many times i done been doubted

You niggas should know that I'm 'bout it

Gangster, but I ain't that proud about it

Yeah, my visions on billions

My visions on building buildings

Making street niggas millions

I don't gossip or do rumors, I don't excercise feelings

You internet gangster-ass niggas, I ain't feeling

I'm flawless, I ain't never fold

All this pressure and i ain't never told

[Outro]

Nigga

Big Gotti, big Memphis, you know what I'm saying?

Big CMG

Big— um

Big everything, nigga, to you little-ass niggas