Handle

I'm trying to get my voice heard
I feel like I don't deserve this
Tell me was all of this worth it?

Bringing me here
What is my purpose?
I carry the weight
On my shoulders

And I cannot wait
For this to be over
And I feel like I don't deserve this
And I can't decide, blessings or curses

What do you want me to feel?
This house, in my head isn't real
What do you want me to say?

Glass by the door and blood on the handle
You gave me more than I could handle

I'm trying so hard
So hard not to care
This place is alright
But it's so dark in here, here

So why do I feel
I feel like a burden
Keep telling myself that
Maybe I've earned it

What do you want me to feel?
This house, in my head isn't real
What do you want me to say?

Glass by the door and blood on the handle
You gave me more than I could handle
You gave me more than I could handle
You gave me more than I could handle