My Grave

(Horrid ran it up)
(It's Malik on the track)
Oh, I, oh, oh, I
Pretendin'

Okay, now I just head to my grave now, whoa, mm-mm, yeah
Lonely nights I stayed down (down), oh, ay
I'm checkin' square footage and height
Tryna make sure this moment right
No, I don't care about being wrong
You never said when I was right
You never cared

Talkin' no AC, on and off power
Lonely-ass nights with cold showers
Whole time thinkin' I was weak, I'm who got the power
In a 9-11, this my memory of the Twin Towers
Four hot pots on one stove, this shit for all us
My mom and sister gon' use that water first
Me and bro gon' follow up
One school outfit, it's North shit, we ain't really have much
You too big to fight me or Three
You touch anyone of us, I'ma bust you up

Guns under my mattress and under the house
This how I come
Thought I should thug the streets alone
From waitin' so long for Meech to come
I done took off on my neighbors
They caught me cuttin' my barrel on my gun
I ain't crazy, bitch, you a hater
And you ain't never seen me creep on nothin'

Tryna fix my image
To some people, it's amazin'
Baby, I been booted up
Come down and I seem lazy
Tell 'em all this shit that's on my mind
They'll make me out a patient
Tryna take all of my money
It's always someone who ain't pay shit

Or support me, that's that fake shit, create that hate in me
I laugh 'cause no one know 'bout it
What lay under these diamond rings
Everything balanced, nothin' wrong I see
I've been missin' my family, I wan' go home for to speak

I can do the lamest shit today, she gon' still praise me
I'm a real gang baby, name engraved in the street
I don't try to think in much at all
It's gon' be a holiday the day I fuckin' leave

Okay, I think that I should head to my grave now
Through all this shit I never laid down
'Member times cryin' in my cell, knew I'd leave, shit
And all them dreams been paid, now the visions I seen

I'm checkin' square footage and height
I'm tryna make sure that the last moment right
Take a ride and realize, am I one in million being?
I'm in tune with different things, you'll never win for me
I can let you have a peak, this plan ain't never gon' be beat

Where the fuck been my Lil Dave?
Why I'm talkin' and you don't talk back?
Montana ain't never whooped my ass
My nigga, I just don't talk back
Better watch that shit you say
Boy, you better be 'bout that
From a nigga don't run, I tote on somethin'
To walk you down fast

I crash, you'll call the laws bad
Bitch, I'm number one
I prayed for somethin' and got me somethin' fast
I know I don't owe you nothin', I'm quick to drift off when you talkin'
If I crash out on you once, before I leave, I gotta wig again
You ain't gon' never play with me again

I come through, watchin' all lies
This shit ain't that serious to send my brother
He gon' show you how to move
I was just expressin' my feelings
Ain't never had no problem with you
But since you poppin' that shit
My nigga, I'ma tell you, "Fuck you too"

Feet came from Loub', ain't no rollin' in the honorable
He keep guns like troop, I'm rollin' in somethin' real honored
Sell me somethin' that'll make it through
Nigga, I got some shit that I won't do
Got some niggas I won't lose

Okay, then I'll just head to my grave now, whoa, mm-mm, yeah
Lonely nights I stayed down, shh (down, I stayed), ay
I'm checkin' square footage and height (height)
Tryna make sure this moment right
No, I don't care about being wrong (oh, no)
You never said when I was right
(You never cared when I was right)