Love Lost

[Verse 1]

What I tell you, she was fine homes

A whole diamond, I was actin’ like a rhinestone

My mind blown

When I learned how she felt

Shorty loved me for myself

When I was tryina’ be somebody else

A damn parody

Forgive me for my insincerity

Most times when I would spend the night

Was like therapy

No matter where I was in life

You was there for me

Stayed on my head, so I tried to tread carefully

Now that I can see it all with morе clarity

If I could go back, I would probably

Ask you to marry me

But first I’ll tighten the еmotion security

Try not to act as if my presence was a charity

Found a soulmate out of a crush

Deeper than that puppy-love

On the back of the bus

We had it all, but was lackin’ the trust

And rather than fix it, I used to kickback

Yackin’ a Dutch

You gave me my stuff back, in disgust

Member’ Sittin’ on your steps and you was like

”Damn, what happened to us?”

Even tried patching it up

Went from chillin’ daily, to once a month

I really thought that was enough

(Pshh!)

Couldn’t have been a bigger clown

To keep moving how I was moving

Assuming you would stick around

Sometimes my own self has been my arch nemesis

And believe me, I had plenty time to reminisce

One thing I learned, is life is continuous

Stay strong

Even l when it gets tenuous, Remember this:

What you love can go away

If you don’t make an effort

Cause’ now dreams and memories

Is all I’m left wit’

Y’know I'm sayin’?