Behind Barz

They say they wanted pain, they want it lyrically

I been through pain mentally and physically

Remember everyday me and Sam would link up

Now he's behind bars literally

Now he's behind bars looking at a bird

Rocking on the wing, gonna have to do a third

Burns me to have to watch my dawg do a sentence

But I'm here when he lands, he's got my word

Thinking 'bout the days when bricks were phones

Youth club, me, stiff, rick and tones

As a yout' man everything was sticks and stones

10 years later it's all sticks and stones

So how can I be genuine

I fall for someone with a whole load of skeletons

Forgive me girl if I just wanna bone

You tryna get a baby crib, I just want a home

My mum would lie about not having paper

But she was smoking trees in Jamaica

My big sister famous but I hate her

How could you leave your little brother on his face ah

Living life while I was struggling to live

We grew up together but now your struggling to give

No shit, you ain't even my sister actually

Cause that just showed me blood don't make you family

I couldn't give a fuck about reputation

Gotta see it to believe, fuck speculation

I just wanna get my family out the hood

And I'd die for that, that's dedication

In this fast lane, tryna make this car start

There's someone just like you, if you're a half-heart

We hustle hard, tryna bring maths to music

I just pray that I can make a bar chart

Never took drugs, never got buzzing

I was trapping in the golf, man I wasn't clubbing

I used to think about death, now I don't fear nothing

But death's the only thing you won't hear coming

Nightmares every night I'm on Elm Street

On the roadside, hear about jail beef

2012 man, it's really rapping bitches

But I ain't tryna get caught up in girl beef

Uh chicks come and go

Nah literally, chicks come and go

Instead of being stressed I'm working hard getting dough

No more hugs, no more kisses cause my ex was a ho

Lost family, lost a best friend

Repping for a dead ends, when it's a dead end

Everybodies looking fame, tryna set trends

Yout's are even dying in West End

For the worse man, a block can change your life

Deal or no deal, a box can change your life

You feel you're getting left, only you can make it right

Still screaming sky's the limit, man you can take the flight

Or you can stay on these bait roads

Me and Krept and Kone are on our way to stage shows

Them man fit in, we're the outfit

I do whatever suits me, case closed