I have a boyfriend and he's kinda nice But when he tries to touch me I itch like I got lice In my nervous system Or something like that My body goes numb just preparing for contact Unsatisfied but never old fashioned Don't get why his tongue tastes like Battery Acid The entire time that I'm on his face I wonder if I even like him in the first place It's me, it's you It's always been me, but it's you Unintelligible terrible attraction to him, but That shit scatters when it's her (I fuckin hate myself) Cos I know the spit tastes better When it's her swallowing mine And you know I'm on my way to get her Cos you threaten me the whole time And cry, and say that you'll kick the bucket Just before the night's through You're not dying for me cos I never liked you And when this is done and I'm dead in a gutter I'll wish I had the same fuckin eyes as my mother I have a boyfriend and I'm in denial Cos when he tries to kiss me Inside, I recoil and I've tried to appease him So don't be surprised There's no talking sense to a jamjar of fruitflies If I'm terrified I'm scared to admit it Got beer in my eyes and no phone cos he hid it The entire time while I'm locked in his room I know it's goodbye Cos it's me (it's me) and you (and you) It's me, it'll always be you Not a fraction of compassion Just distraction to him Vanish out the window for myself Cos I know the spit tastes better When it's her swallowing mine And you know I'm on my way to get her Cos you threaten me the whole time And cry, and say that you'll kick the bucket Just before the night's through You're not dying for me cos I never liked you And when this is done and I'm dead in a gutter I'll wish I had the same fuckin eyes as my mother Listen, it's not me It's you How could it be me when it's always been you? So it's me, and her, and her No, it's not me It's you How could it be me when it's always been you? So it's me, and her, and her Cos I know the spit tastes better When it's her swallowing mine And you know I'm on my way to get her Go on, threaten me, I'm just fine Bye, the way if you kick the bucket Just before the night's through You're already dead to me, go fuckin nuts dude So now this is done and I've pulled up the shutters I think I have the same fuckin mind as my mother (You're awake now, you'll recover) (You're safe now, god love her) (You're awake now, you'll recover) (You're safe now) I have a girlfriend and she's really nice