Unreasonable Doubt

I don't want to be like this at all I know that I'm the winter wind Callousing every face that's hidden beneath The fractions of the weathered pulse With defective connections all throughout We bleed graciously and I won't convolute these words at all Remain protected Tell me what have you learned so far? Infectious You've had enough time to absolve (I'll be gone, I'll be gone) You bring the worst of me out and I'll (I'll be good, I'll be good) Leave it at that till we're gone now Maybe then we'll be benign Save me a spot in line Won't you break me off from your life? Boast to everyone how I've lied, wronged I'm abusive Self destructive Inconclusive Why'd you have to make me? Why'd you have to make me do this to myself? Swallowed my vision You've fixed it yourself A plate filled to the brim with continuous deception Cover your mirrors You'll hate to see it when your face isn't near the rest of you And everything all depends on you If this isn't what you wish you could be listen to me Forget all of it and exist differently You'll befriend anything if it meant you were to gain some advancement Dealing everyone the grief. Overrun Untreated I'm just above the brink of destroying what I aided to create Baby, I'll embrace it No, maybe I'm a case Tell me what have you learned so far? Infectious You've had enough time to absolve (I'll be gone, I'll be gone) You bring the worst of me out and I'll (I'll be good, I'll be good) Leave it at that till we're gone