Unreasonable Doubt

I don't want to be like this at all
I know that I'm the winter wind
Callousing every face that's hidden beneath
The fractions of the weathered pulse

With defective connections all throughout
We bleed graciously and I won't convolute these words at all
Remain protected

Tell me what have you learned so far?
Infectious
You've had enough time to absolve
(I'll be gone, I'll be gone)
You bring the worst of me out and I'll
(I'll be good, I'll be good)
Leave it at that till we're gone now

Maybe then we'll be benign
Save me a spot in line
Won't you break me off from your life?
Boast to everyone how I've lied, wronged
I'm abusive
Self destructive
Inconclusive
Why'd you have to make me?
Why'd you have to make me do this to myself?
Swallowed my vision
You've fixed it yourself
A plate filled to the brim with continuous deception
Cover your mirrors
You'll hate to see it when your face isn't near the rest of you
And everything all depends on you
If this isn't what you wish you could be listen to me
Forget all of it and exist differently
You'll befriend anything if it meant you were to gain some advancement
Dealing everyone the grief. Overrun
Untreated
I'm just above the brink of destroying what I aided to create
Baby, I'll embrace it
No, maybe I'm a case

Tell me what have you learned so far?
Infectious
You've had enough time to absolve
(I'll be gone, I'll be gone)
You bring the worst of me out and I'll
(I'll be good, I'll be good)
Leave it at that till we're gone