Here I come

Now I'm lost and I’m weary, so many tears I'm suicidal, so don't stand near me My every move is a calculated step To bring me closer to embrace an early death Now there’s nothin' left There was no mercy on the streets I couldn't rest, I'm barely standin' About to go to pieces, screamin' peace And though my soul was deleted, I couldn't see it I had my mind full of demons tryin' to break free They planted seeds and they hatched, sparkin’ the flame Inside my brain like a match, such a dirty gamе No memories, just a misery Paintin’ a picturе of my enemies killin' me in my sleep Will I survive ’til the morning to see the sun? Please Lord, forgive me for my sins And when I die, I'm fallin' to the floor Beggin' for the Lord to let me in to Heaven’s door Here I come And when I die Baptized in eternal fire, shed so many tears I'm fallin' to the floor Beggin' for the Lord to let me in to Heaven's door And Lord knows I tried, been a witness to homicide Seen drive-by's takin' lives, little kids die Wonder why as I walk by Broken-hearted as I glance at the chalk line, gettin' high This ain't the life for me, I wanna change But ain't no future bright for me, I'm stuck in the game I'm trapped inside a maze See this Tanqueray influenced me to gettin' crazy Disillusioned lately, I've been really wantin' babies So I could see a part of me that wasn't always shady Don't trust my lady 'cause she's a product of this poison I'm hearin' noises, think she's fuckin' all my boys Can't take no more, I'm fallin' to the floor Beggin' for the Lord to let me in to Heaven's door Here I come And when I die I'm fallin' to the floor Beggin' for the Lord to let me in to Heaven's door Shed so many tears Please Lord, forgive me for my sins, 'cause here I come And fuck the world 'cause I'm cursed I'm havin' visions of leavin' here in a hearse God, can you feel me? Take me away from all the pressure and all the pain Show me some happiness again I'm goin' blind, I spend my time in this cell, ain't livin' well I know my destiny is Hell, where did I fail? My life is in denial and when I die Baptized in eternal fire, shed so many tears Shed so many tears Please Lord, forgive me for my sins, 'cause here I come