Here I come

Now I'm lost and I’m weary, so many tears

I'm suicidal, so don't stand near me

My every move is a calculated step

To bring me closer to embrace an early death

Now there’s nothin' left

There was no mercy on the streets

I couldn't rest, I'm barely standin'

About to go to pieces, screamin' peace

And though my soul was deleted, I couldn't see it

I had my mind full of demons tryin' to break free

They planted seeds and they hatched, sparkin’ the flame

Inside my brain like a match, such a dirty gamе

No memories, just a misery

Paintin’ a picturе of my enemies killin' me in my sleep

Will I survive ’til the morning to see the sun?

Please Lord, forgive me for my sins

And when I die, I'm fallin' to the floor

Beggin' for the Lord to let me in to Heaven’s door

Here I come

And when I die

Baptized in eternal fire, shed so many tears

I'm fallin' to the floor

Beggin' for the Lord to let me in to Heaven's door

And Lord knows I tried, been a witness to homicide

Seen drive-by's takin' lives, little kids die

Wonder why as I walk by

Broken-hearted as I glance at the chalk line, gettin' high

This ain't the life for me, I wanna change

But ain't no future bright for me, I'm stuck in the game

I'm trapped inside a maze

See this Tanqueray influenced me to gettin' crazy

Disillusioned lately, I've been really wantin' babies

So I could see a part of me that wasn't always shady

Don't trust my lady 'cause she's a product of this poison

I'm hearin' noises, think she's fuckin' all my boys

Can't take no more, I'm fallin' to the floor

Beggin' for the Lord to let me in to Heaven's door

Here I come

And when I die

I'm fallin' to the floor

Beggin' for the Lord to let me in to Heaven's door

Shed so many tears

Please Lord, forgive me for my sins, 'cause here I come

And fuck the world 'cause I'm cursed

I'm havin' visions of leavin' here in a hearse

God, can you feel me?

Take me away from all the pressure and all the pain

Show me some happiness again

I'm goin' blind, I spend my time in this cell, ain't livin' well

I know my destiny is Hell, where did I fail?

My life is in denial and when I die

Baptized in eternal fire, shed so many tears

Shed so many tears

Please Lord, forgive me for my sins, 'cause here I come