Hope

[Verse 1] Tortured soul Nobody called unloved Don't wanna be caught unrolled They just jump in the Ford and go But my air in a boiling cold Some mind wanted to compose But dump when it all explodes I'm all alone, forced to clone Look I just need to afford to cope You druggies sold the dope You do coke on Friday night Just like me, but I bought a smoke I sorta know I need to chill Stop snorting illegal pills My fam, I should see them still But it's been so long, I don't need the guilt Am I even real Some days I don't even feel Lay in a decent bed Ate a decent meal You knee-deep in the bills But I sleep with a quilt We need to bе reaching a deal "Come on, it's only a quid" If only it was only this I might'vе chose to quit But I might die from the loneliness I talk to myself a lot They pass me by, I won't insist I know you don't owe me shit But why act like I don't exist? [Verse 2] Leave me alone Why so needy and broke I can't believe you're at home Your mistakes, you need to atone I should correct your life I should protect your wife I should defend your crime How did drugs affect your mind I bet you're fine I bet your pockets are filled up And you want me to empty mine I bet it's all fake as well Well, that's what I say to myself How can I have so many options But for you, it's grave or jail Am I even real Some days I don't even feel I got a decent bed Had a decent meal Yeah I'm knee-deep in the bills So I take sleeping pills But at least some guys sleep with a quilt At least it was only this Or I might've chose to quit Some die from the loneliness I talk to myself a lot We don't get along, I'm prone to flip And I won't insist And you don't owe me shit But please act like I don't exist [Epilogue] There is no trust I'm closed up Sober up Don't get your hopes up (x3) You know what? Roll em Sober up Don't get your hopes up (x3) (x4)