Hope

[Verse 1]

Tortured soul

Nobody called unloved

Don't wanna be caught unrolled

They just jump in the Ford and go

But my air in a boiling cold

Some mind wanted to compose

But dump when it all explodes

I'm all alone, forced to clone

Look I just need to afford to cope

You druggies sold the dope

You do coke on Friday night

Just like me, but I bought a smoke

I sorta know I need to chill

Stop snorting illegal pills

My fam, I should see them still

But it's been so long, I don't need the guilt

Am I even real

Some days I don't even feel

Lay in a decent bed

Ate a decent meal

You knee-deep in the bills

But I sleep with a quilt

We need to bе reaching a deal

"Come on, it's only a quid"

If only it was only this

I might'vе chose to quit

But I might die from the loneliness

I talk to myself a lot

They pass me by, I won't insist

I know you don't owe me shit

But why act like I don't exist?

[Verse 2]

Leave me alone

Why so needy and broke

I can't believe you're at home

Your mistakes, you need to atone

I should correct your life

I should protect your wife

I should defend your crime

How did drugs affect your mind

I bet you're fine

I bet your pockets are filled up

And you want me to empty mine

I bet it's all fake as well

Well, that's what I say to myself

How can I have so many options

But for you, it's grave or jail

Am I even real

Some days I don't even feel

I got a decent bed

Had a decent meal

Yeah I'm knee-deep in the bills

So I take sleeping pills

But at least some guys sleep with a quilt

At least it was only this

Or I might've chose to quit

Some die from the loneliness

I talk to myself a lot

We don't get along, I'm prone to flip

And I won't insist

And you don't owe me shit

But please act like I don't exist

[Epilogue]

There is no trust

I'm closed up

Sober up

Don't get your hopes up (x3)

You know what?

Roll em

Sober up

Don't get your hopes up (x3)

(x4)