Pulling Focus

I don’t do well with options I’ve seen the same movie a hundred times I guess I find the comfort in having control of the storyline Cause I can't control mine I can't control mine I never wanted to fall right off the deep end Another morning stuck in coffee contemplation I never pictured this future I’m caught up in the humor and irony Saint of insincerity Keep me in focus As I’m starting to sink You never notice The self-defeating feeling Of giving it your best But falling short again It’s all too familiar Misery’s my best friend We fell in love again I nеver wanted to paint myself thе enemy An early riser who knows all the words to brevity My younger self hates me What happened to you lately All too familiar You’ll never understand We fell in love again Keep me in focus As I’m starting to sink You never notice The self-defeating feeling Of giving it your best But falling short again It’s all too familiar Misery is my best friend We fell in love again I never wanted to paint myself the enemy I never wanted to I never wanted I don't do well with options I’ve seen the same movie a hundred times Keep me in focus As I’m starting to sink You never noticed The self-defeating feeling Of giving it your best But falling short again It’s all too familiar Misery is my best friend We fell in love again Keep me in focus You never notice Keep me in focus You never notice