LOSE YOURSELF

Opening my eyes for the first time in years I cannot believe all the loss All the awful grey Im not here Where am i? where is this? Suddenly older, less alive Panicking so far away Barely a lifesign Does anyone believe what i am waking up from? Faces turn like leaves and then they're gone Lose yourself and dont ever look back I won't be here Everyone wants an idol Get lost, i don't need you When i was stupid and young I only wanted to be cared for Bare your heart to whoever will say that ur so real But i know what you really are. I thought i was growing Because i stopped myself from flinching at anger So i wouldnt make it worse I cant believe i never saw it right in front of me I thought i was becoming a better person Does nobody see whats happening? I cant say anything When you lashed out you killed a part of me And the sun comes up in a violent arc No matter where i go The memory of leaving the city All i want A new life Receding Where did all this go wrong? What the fuck Lose yourself and dont ever look back I wont be here Everyone wants an idol Get lost, i don't need you When i was stupid and young I only wanted to be cared for Bare your heart to whoever will say that you're so real But i know what you really are.