Not Myself

[Verse] I'm not really feeling like myself today Hated every job I've had, what's wrong with me? Every day's the same; painfully mundane 'Cause I'm runnin' from my feelings and my fear of sudden change Every time I leave my room I wanna die (Hey hey) Even when I'm with my friends I'm alone inside 'Cause nothing really matters And I don't know what's sadder The fact I even try, or that my hopes and dreams are shattered I'm not really feeling like mysеlf today, ay-ay-ay