Not Myself

[Verse]

I'm not really feeling like myself today

Hated every job I've had, what's wrong with me?

Every day's the same; painfully mundane

'Cause I'm runnin' from my feelings and my fear of sudden change

Every time I leave my room I wanna die (Hey hey)

Even when I'm with my friends I'm alone inside

'Cause nothing really matters

And I don't know what's sadder

The fact I even try, or that my hopes and dreams are shattered

I'm not really feeling like mysеlf today, ay-ay-ay