How Could I

[Verse 1] I could've been more indignant You were drunk when we did it Guess I thought I'd feel older If I just got it over with Stuck in some costume Eighteen year old full moon Think I already loved you I should've known better [Refrain] But how could I? Mhm [Verse 2] Don't know what to believe in Scared that I didn't mean it Scared you'll end up on speed dial Or end up in Silverlake Praying you’ll or take me Say I've been thinking lately Pretty sure that you hate me And you'll laugh it off [Refrain] And say how could I? Mhm [Verse 3] Tell me what feels the most broken Is it your heart or your ego? You can say it out loud Get out in thе open I heard you've been smoking Scarеd to death and still hoping That I'll come to my senses Let down my defenses [Refrain] But how could I? Mhm [Outro] How could I? Mhm How could I? Mhm