How Could I

[Verse 1]

I could've been more indignant

You were drunk when we did it

Guess I thought I'd feel older

If I just got it over with

Stuck in some costume

Eighteen year old full moon

Think I already loved you

I should've known better

[Refrain]

But how could I? Mhm

[Verse 2]

Don't know what to believe in

Scared that I didn't mean it

Scared you'll end up on speed dial

Or end up in Silverlake

Praying you’ll or take me

Say I've been thinking lately

Pretty sure that you hate me

And you'll laugh it off

[Refrain]

And say how could I? Mhm

[Verse 3]

Tell me what feels the most broken

Is it your heart or your ego?

You can say it out loud

Get out in thе open

I heard you've been smoking

Scarеd to death and still hoping

That I'll come to my senses

Let down my defenses

[Refrain]

But how could I? Mhm

[Outro]

How could I? Mhm

How could I? Mhm