Object Permanence

I've got object permanence I know exactly where you went Too proud to prove you could pick up where I left So you just start again Please come back home to me End all of my dog-whistling You sing harmonies as my ears ring me to sleep Oh no, it couldn't be Please come and shake me when I'm talking in my sleep My dreams have been so fucked and I don't know what it means Where I can't touch the bottom and you drag me by my feet So scared of getting scared But I know what's underneath Blue beyond belief I am your baby bird Catching every other word You breathe life into a body washed ashore And call it love I'd run forever if they let me When I lose my legs Will you put me down? Taxidermy versions of your dogs hung on the wall Please come and shake me when I'm talking in my sleep My dreams have been so fucked and I don't know what it means Where I can't touch the bottom and you drag me by my feet So scared of getting scared But I know what's underneath Blue beyond belief I know what's underneath Blue beyond belief You're getting good at letting go at your own pace I think I'll hold on until my fingers slip away You can't really be as angry as that look upon your face And on picture day You wish you never came Swore you'd never smile with teeth again I'll stare at the sky until I catch it blink I will see the good in everything