No Way Out

Inside as the rain came pouring down It can't wash away all this hurt that haunts me now Inside as the rain came pouring down I'm losing touch with the only soul I've found Desperate delusions are all I have Just to keep me hanging on I shut my eyes, but my world's still burning I can't escape, I feel it killing me No way out Here I am again I shut my eyes, but my world's still burning I can't escape, I feel it killing me No way out Here I am again Choked up, but the pain came after all I feel displaced in these once familiar walls Patient I fall with no end in sight And the noose around my neck I shut my eyes, but my world's still burning I can't escape, I feel it killing me No way out Here I am again I shut my eyes, but my world's still burning I can't escape, I feel it killing me No way out Here I am again And as I let hindsight translate nightmares into reality I begin to see myself for who I truly was Somebody desperate Somebody entirely out of their depth Somebody beyond their abilities to cope And as I exhale out the pain I'm digesting the severity of the depression I felt The extent to which it claimed a piece of me How it's left me emotionally vacant and painfully numb And now together My faults and my thoughts prey on me like vultures Creeping from their comfortable distance Never once exiting my line of vision And the facade I invite to amble whilst wearing my skin He isn't me and he never will be me And I know that I fucked up But I want to grow from it I shut my eyes, but my world's still burning I can't escape, I feel it killing me No way out Here I am again I find myself in the same dark ending I can't escape, I feel it killing me No way out Here I am again No way out Here I am again