Until I Return

You can't keep me sane when I'm out of sight I still lose my way from time to time You can't keep me sane when I'm out of sight I promise I'll fight but I can't promise that I'll be fine You treated the damage that I let reside in my fragile mind With stitches and bandage You took the fault of my scars and you made it ours I feel at home when you're lying next to me But I fall apart when an ocean's in between You can't keep me sane when I'm out of sight I still lose my way from time to time You can't keep me sane when I'm out of sight I promise I'll fight but I can't promise that I'll be fine I can't promise that I'll be fine I can't promise that I'll be fine My life's been unravelin' As my legs give way to the crushing weight Of the shame I've been battling You're my one true north when I veer off course I feel at home when you're lying next to me But I fall apart when an ocean's in between You can't keep me sane when I'm out of sight I still lose my way from time to time You can't keep me sane when I'm out of sight I promise I'll fight but I can't promise that I'll be fine I can't promise that I'll be fine I can't promise that I'll be fine Keep me in your mind I'm spinning out of control, more than I want you to know Keep me by your side I'm spinning out of control, more than I want you to know I survey the damage Haunting me again, will it ever end? The stitches and bandage They're a short term cure until the pain returns You can't keep me sane when I'm out of sight I still lose my way from time to time You can't keep me sane when I'm out of sight I promise I'll fight, yeah I promise I'll fight You can't keep me sane when I'm out of sight I still lose my way from time to time 'Cause you saved my life more times than I'd like I promise I'll fight but I can't promise that I'll be fine