Turn Back to Me X

My memories are still so bright but I keep the curtains drawn And I've never been like this, or am I just Romanticizing a person that's gone? I can only take so much Before I spill my guts But I'm terrified of letting you see what I'm thinking You left before I could And if I could choose, I would 'Cause my mind's a frightening, lonely place I can't escape at night You dreamt yourself away And I made your dreams come true And I hoped that you would stay But my hopes mean nothing to you (Turn back to me) It's all my fault and I know it (Turn back to me) It's all my fault and I know it I know that I deserve to be alone I wrotе myself out of your story And I know I made it seem like I nеver cared at all, but I swear I was always trying (And oh my God, did I try) This was hard when you were still around (You were still around) How am I meant to survive this now? (Survive this now) I'm so disappointed in who I chose to be (Who I chose to be) I've been having nightmares that follow me until I fall asleep You dreamt yourself away And I made your dreams come true And I hoped that you would stay But my hopes mean nothing to you (Turn back to me) It's all my fault and I know it (Turn back to me) It's all my fault and I know it It's all my fault and I know it It's all my fault and I know it (And oh my God, did I try) It's all my fault and I know it (And oh my God, did I try) It's all my fault and I know it (And oh my God, did I try) It's all my fault and I know it (And oh my God, did I try) It's all my fault and I know it You dreamt yourself away And I made your dreams come true I hoped that you would stay But my hopes mean nothing to you