Speak Soft X

Why should I stick around when all I do is let you down? Can I ask you a question? When you see my reflection Do you see good intentions Where I see no progression? Speak soft, speak soft your forgiveness Tell me lies, tell me that I deserve it Speak soft, speak soft, say I'm perfect That every promise that I break is worth it Why should I stick around when all I do is let you down? I'm bad news, you can't deceive me I'd never choose to be me Can I give you an answer? We're beauty and the cancer You're an always shining silver lining And I'm a fucking born disaster Speak soft, speak soft of your patience Tell me how I'm distant and complacent Speak soft, speak soft your frustration Unacquainted with your expectations It seems all I know is what I'm not (Speak soft, speak soft) I can't seem to find the words to remedy how bad this hurts It seems all I know is what I'm not (Speak soft, speak soft) When you're staring down a loaded gun, can anyone fall back on love?