Sacrifice

I'm tryna shut off my head Want a life? Here's a nightmare! A hex from the moment I was born Kill the witch's son Don't want to get out of bed Who the fuck turned the light on? Am I awake or dead? Nowhere to run, I'm terrified There's a flaw in my design Got demons inside They're like children of mine Got me thinkin' 'bout sacrifice How'd I get here? Got up covered in red Who the fuck would've hit me? Let me take a ritty There's a storm in my head Got me self-medicating! I really fucking hate me Tried to take the edge off, got swallowed by the TV I was right, there's something wrong with the weather! Hyperventilating Fuck, do I have what it takes for this life? Been broken from the start Nowhere to run, I'm terrified There's a flaw in my design Got demons inside They're like children of mine But they want me to sacrifice So lost I can't find myself So lost I can't find myself Twenty plus years in this living hell Deep breath but I'm already dead Breath in breath out get these thoughts out of my head! (Get these thoughts out of my head) So many voices never alone, this Skull is my house, it was never a home, I Reached for the stars, got burnt by the sun, now I Reach for the rope, I, Reach for the gun! Reach for the rope, Reach for the gun Sick of this life, coming undone! But if it wasn't for you, I wouldn't know the taste of blood Of all the shit that I've been through If it wasn't for you, I wouldn't know the taste of blood Of all the shit that I've been through Nowhere to run, I'm terrified There's a flaw in my design Got demons inside I'm not ready to die But they want me to sacrifice Got demons inside They're like children of mine Yeah they want me to sacrifice