Sacrifice

I'm tryna shut off my head
Want a life? Here's a nightmare!
A hex from the moment I was born
Kill the witch's son
Don't want to get out of bed
Who the fuck turned the light on?
Am I awake or dead?

Nowhere to run, I'm terrified
There's a flaw in my design
Got demons inside
They're like children of mine
Got me thinkin' 'bout sacrifice

How'd I get here?
Got up covered in red
Who the fuck would've hit me?
Let me take a ritty
There's a storm in my head
Got me self-medicating!
I really fucking hate me
Tried to take the edge off, got swallowed by the TV
I was right, there's something wrong with the weather!
Hyperventilating
Fuck, do I have what it takes for this life?
Been broken from the start

Nowhere to run, I'm terrified
There's a flaw in my design
Got demons inside
They're like children of mine
But they want me to sacrifice

So lost I can't find myself
So lost I can't find myself
Twenty plus years in this living hell
Deep breath but I'm already dead
Breath in breath out get these thoughts out of my head!

(Get these thoughts out of my head)

So many voices never alone, this
Skull is my house, it was never a home, I
Reached for the stars, got burnt by the sun, now I
Reach for the rope, I, Reach for the gun!

Reach for the rope, Reach for the gun
Sick of this life, coming undone!

But if it wasn't for you, I wouldn't know the taste of blood
Of all the shit that I've been through
If it wasn't for you, I wouldn't know the taste of blood
Of all the shit that I've been through

Nowhere to run, I'm terrified
There's a flaw in my design
Got demons inside
I'm not ready to die
But they want me to sacrifice

Got demons inside
They're like children of mine
Yeah they want me to sacrifice