Nothing Will Ever Change

Yeah I've got a fucking curse Wrapped in a problem Hidden inside of my brain And everywhere I look Hidden in every thought The ending is the same I don't know if I can see the blue skies When all I see is shrouded gray And I don't care if I make you happy Cause every day I'm living in pain I am living in pain I am thunder, I am rain Just a human hurricane Smashing everything that stands in front of me (In front of me) I'm the blood that's pouring out I'm the kingdom burning down And I am so afraid that nothing will ever change (Nothing will ever change) It's automatic negative sarcastic It's got a hold of me, destroying everything It doesn't care if you change the greatest things Warping reality It's running inside me I can't see anymore It's like the devil is pissed off burning inside me I can't love anymore Used up burnt out borderline psycho (Fuck it) I am thunder, I am rain Just a human hurricane Smashing everything that stands in front of me (In front of me) I'm the breath that's pouring out I'm the kingdom burning down And I am so afraid that nothing will ever change (Nothing will ever change) I feel the flames inside of me And I taste the blood between my teeth Buried my demons ten feet deep But they still creep up to choke me out I am thunder, I am rain Just a human hurricane Smashing everything that stands in front of me (In front of me) I'm the breath that's pouring out I'm the kingdom burning down And I am so afraid that nothing will ever change (Nothing will ever change) Nothing will ever change Nothing will ever change Nothing will ever change (Nothing will ever change) Nothing will ever change Nothing will ever change Nothing will ever change