June Phoenix

In the dark, I look like I just might disappear With my hands waving out, wondering if this was real When the years could mean everything, light moving time I don't know how to grow up and start wasting mine I know that I have been a challenge in this life I have too many teeth, I have found ways to bite I could bite with my arms, take the tires out and run Slash them up with my mind, don't even need to touch I just think about you And the ways that you've grown up I think about you And the ways that you've lost Soften the waves You've painted for me Yourself in the lines But you make believe I don't know how to give When I give all I give I get trampled I am trying to write something funny To get a good rating this time But I'm not funny Did you laugh about the dreams that keep me up at night? I think you're staring across the room, but you've been dead in my life For five years, I just stare at this shirt with your face On it, thinking of you and somehow that makes me feel okay So I will just be inside wasting all of these years Hoping that maybe this June you will reappear Like a free bird breathing, a call through the fire You're a phoenix this time, you're a phoenix You're a phoenix this time, you're a phoenix You're a phoenix this time, you're a phoenix You're a phoenix this time, you're a phoenix You're a phoenix this time, you're a phoenix You're a phoenix this time, you're a phoenix You're a phoenix