i can’t get my shit together

I can't get my shit together I take pills, I don't get better Coming down under the pressure Maybe I'm just not that clever I am just an organism Stuck inside the mechanism I can't trust my intuition It's been lost to pessimism I'm not fine Lost my damn mind Gone all wrong, right I'm not fine, no I'm not fine Lost my damn mind Gone all wrong, right I get up, I go out See my friends, blend in with the crowd Smile and wave, swirl around Like I've got it all figured out but I can't get my shit together I take pills, I don't get better Coming down under the pressure Maybe I'm just not that clever I can't get my shit together I take pills, I don't get better Lost my mind, but, uh, whatever I can't get my shit together Nobody knows my secret My life's in total disarray I can't seem to find the pieces To put it back together again I get up, I go out See my friends, blend in with the crowd Smile and wave, swirl around Like I've got it all figured out but I can't get my shit together I take pills, I don't get better Coming down under the pressure Maybe I'm just not that clever I can't get my shit together I take pills, I don't get better Lost my mind, but, uh, whatever I can't get my shit together I'm not fine Lost my damn mind Gone all wrong, right I'm not fine, no I'm not fine Lost my damn mind Gone all wrong, right I can't get my shit together I take pills, I don't get better Coming down under the pressure Maybe I'm just not that clever I can't get my shit together I take pills, I don't get better Lost my mind, but, uh, whatever I can't get my sh- together (I get up) I can't get my shit together (I go out) I take pills, I don't get better (See my friends) coming down under the pressure (Blend in with the crowd) maybe I'm just not that clever (Smile and wave) I can't get my shit together (Swirl around) I take pills, I don't get better (Like I've got it all figured out) lost my mind, but, uh, whatever I can't get my shit together