Redemption

[Verse] I know that shit has changed a lot with the way that I am No way that I planned for it to go this way understand Feel like you lost a son but you gained a daughter You think it's plain and awkward, you think I'm pain and sorrow You think I broke your heart, I think it’s for survival Both you and I know, go do or die so Fortune is final, don't do what I don't Spend your whole life regretting this shit is pathetic I wish I started sooner Fuck the hallelujahs Fuck these fucking boomers Fuck these fucking losers Fuck these motherfucking fuckers in their fucking two trucks Fuck these fuck abusers And fuck the fucking rumors Fuck it And I will dare anyone To face me up headfirst while I'm layering these drums The pain that I've done compared to the pain I've undone It’s weighing a ton, it’s heavy, I don't wait for no one [Outro: TD Jakes] The Lord has put in my spirit And really all the way in the last year It took me a year of working on this material Studying, researching it I studied it from a medical perspective That when we don't forgive We pay a toll in our bodies Our physical health, our well being goes down Insomnia, eating disorders, stress, indigestion A lot of things that you haven't been able to get prayer for Haven't been able to get breakthroughs through medicine It's when you release people who you have unforgiveness against And guilt– even if it's against yourself Some of you have trouble forgiving yourself When you release all of that It opens up medical consequences, it opens up emotional consequences You have peace and joy and deliverance and greater still It releases supernatural blessings in your life The book gets into how to do it We know we're supposed to do it We know we're supposed to do it We want to do it But, but what do you do when your feelings about an issue won't go away?