Redemption

[Verse]

I know that shit has changed a lot with the way that I am

No way that I planned for it to go this way understand

Feel like you lost a son but you gained a daughter

You think it's plain and awkward, you think I'm pain and sorrow

You think I broke your heart, I think it’s for survival

Both you and I know, go do or die so

Fortune is final, don't do what I don't

Spend your whole life regretting this shit is pathetic

I wish I started sooner

Fuck the hallelujahs

Fuck these fucking boomers

Fuck these fucking losers

Fuck these motherfucking fuckers in their fucking two trucks

Fuck these fuck abusers

And fuck the fucking rumors

Fuck it

And I will dare anyone

To face me up headfirst while I'm layering these drums

The pain that I've done compared to the pain I've undone

It’s weighing a ton, it’s heavy, I don't wait for no one

[Outro: TD Jakes]

The Lord has put in my spirit

And really all the way in the last year

It took me a year of working on this material

Studying, researching it

I studied it from a medical perspective

That when we don't forgive

We pay a toll in our bodies

Our physical health, our well being goes down

Insomnia, eating disorders, stress, indigestion

A lot of things that you haven't been able to get prayer for

Haven't been able to get breakthroughs through medicine

It's when you release people who you have unforgiveness against

And guilt– even if it's against yourself

Some of you have trouble forgiving yourself

When you release all of that

It opens up medical consequences, it opens up emotional consequences

You have peace and joy and deliverance and greater still

It releases supernatural blessings in your life

The book gets into how to do it

We know we're supposed to do it

We know we're supposed to do it

We want to do it

But, but what do you do when your feelings about an issue won't go away?