I never understood why you were so paranoid
With whatever I decided to do with my life
You didn't always agree with the way I grew up
But I always knew deep down you loved me no matter what
I know there were many times when I drove you mad
And the many other times when I made you feel sad
But believe me when I tell you, when I see you in my head
I never meant to hurt you
If you could only see me now
Like all the fans in the crowd
Sometimes it feels like I hear you shouting out loud
From that front row seat in the clouds
Telling me you're so proud
Sometimes I think back, wish you were there
To see me at my very best, flying through the air
It's hard not to dwell on the things I can't change
So I try to picture you watching me on that stage
Every now and then I get a comforting feeling
Once again, wondering if I'm still dreaming
Open my eyes, you're not physically here
It's nice to think of you standing there
If you could only see me now
Like all the fans in the crowd
Sometimes it feels like I hear you shouting out loud
From that front row seat in the clouds
Telling me you're so proud
This is the way that I've been able to cope
I still violently cry
One thing that gets me through
When I remember you
Is wishing that you never left
If you can only see me now
Like all the fans in the crowd
Sometimes it feels like I hear you shouting out loud
From that front row seat in the clouds
If you could only see me now
Like all the fans in the crowd
Sometimes it feels like I hear you shouting out loud
From that front row seat in the clouds
If you could only see me now
Like all the fans in the crowd
Sometimes I hear you shouting out loud
Look at my little girl
Look at my little girl
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