See Me Now

I never understood why you were so paranoid

With whatever I decided to do with my life

You didn't always agree with the way I grew up

But I always knew deep down you loved me no matter what

I know there were many times when I drove you mad

And the many other times when I made you feel sad

But believe me when I tell you, when I see you in my head

I never meant to hurt you

If you could only see me now

Like all the fans in the crowd

Sometimes it feels like I hear you shouting out loud

From that front row seat in the clouds

Telling me you're so proud

Sometimes I think back, wish you were there

To see me at my very best, flying through the air

It's hard not to dwell on the things I can't change

So I try to picture you watching me on that stage

Every now and then I get a comforting feeling

Once again, wondering if I'm still dreaming

Open my eyes, you're not physically here

It's nice to think of you standing there

If you could only see me now

Like all the fans in the crowd

Sometimes it feels like I hear you shouting out loud

From that front row seat in the clouds

Telling me you're so proud

This is the way that I've been able to cope

I still violently cry

One thing that gets me through

When I remember you

Is wishing that you never left

If you can only see me now

Like all the fans in the crowd

Sometimes it feels like I hear you shouting out loud

From that front row seat in the clouds

If you could only see me now

Like all the fans in the crowd

Sometimes it feels like I hear you shouting out loud

From that front row seat in the clouds

If you could only see me now

Like all the fans in the crowd

Sometimes I hear you shouting out loud

Look at my little girl

Look at my little girl