Alive

It feels so hard to be alive (Ooh, ooh) It feels so hard to be alive (Ooh, ooh) It feels so hard to be alive Ooh (If you want to see me die, just wait a bit) (If you wanna see me cry, you can pay for it) (If you want to see me die, just wait a bit) (If you wanna see me die, just wait) Does it make you feel alive? (Ooh, ooh) You just want to be alive (Ooh) But it’s so hard to be alive I’ll never leave me an option Won’t let my sins be forgotten Paid blood to rest from my problems Left me for dead like the rest Will you please get this weight off your chest I'm too burnt out from change I’m a mess, it’s true But I won’t regret, die a martyr Last breath, won’t quit what I started I’m best when there’s seconds left to prove So watch me prove it Won’t stay down when you think I’m dead I’m too far gone gotta fix my debt up No bell saves, better bet I’ll get up Steal my shit but it won’t be better Get up, get up, get up Show me your face when you stab my head I’m sick of this two-faced world, I’m fed up Die for the, uh, we said forever, ever (No) We just wanna be alive (Ooh, ooh) But it’s so hard to be alive I don't wanna be alive Before I lose my mind Illusive ceilings paint the skies They never stop It’s in my mind I just wanna be alive I just wanna be alive