Alive

It feels so hard to be alive
(Ooh, ooh)
It feels so hard to be alive
(Ooh, ooh)
It feels so hard to be alive

Ooh

(If you want to see me die, just wait a bit)
(If you wanna see me cry, you can pay for it)
(If you want to see me die, just wait a bit)
(If you wanna see me die, just wait)
Does it make you feel alive?
(Ooh, ooh)
You just want to be alive
(Ooh)
But it’s so hard to be alive

I’ll never leave me an option
Won’t let my sins be forgotten
Paid blood to rest from my problems
Left me for dead like the rest
Will you please get this weight off your chest
I'm too burnt out from change
I’m a mess, it’s true
But I won’t regret, die a martyr
Last breath, won’t quit what I started
I’m best when there’s seconds left to prove
So watch me prove it
Won’t stay down when you think I’m dead
I’m too far gone gotta fix my debt up
No bell saves, better bet I’ll get up
Steal my shit but it won’t be better
Get up, get up, get up
Show me your face when you stab my head
I’m sick of this two-faced world, I’m fed up
Die for the, uh, we said forever, ever

(No)

We just wanna be alive
(Ooh, ooh)
But it’s so hard to be alive

I don't wanna be alive

Before I lose my mind
Illusive ceilings paint the skies
They never stop
It’s in my mind
I just wanna be alive
I just wanna be alive