Ambition

Please help me find my way home Cause I've been searching for days And I can't find a way Direction doesn't find me I long for life, I long for love Define me In a few years will I relate Have the same fears I have of late See the world in a different way I think I'll feel like a different kid If I find peace, does all sadness dissipate Pictures of my life Flood through my mind I feel all I have is memory If I could rewrite time Redefine I might shed light on this beautiful mystery I always wanted to make history But I can't see with these fears inside of me Blinded by my inhibitions I've become trapped in my own monologue But now I'm not gonna listen Cause I've been searching for days And I can't find a way Direction doesn't find me I long for life, I long for love Define me Pictures of my life Flood through my mind I feel all I have is memory If I could rewrite time Redefine I might shed light on this beautiful mystery I always wanted to make history But I can't see with these fears inside of me I long to live my dreams when I'm awake I fear the worst I sit and shake Is it all for nothing Please take me away from here Im tired of wanting tired of searching Is it all for nothing