Ambition

Please help me find my way home
Cause I've been searching for days
And I can't find a way
Direction doesn't find me
I long for life, I long for love
Define me
In a few years will I relate
Have the same fears I have of late
See the world in a different way
I think I'll feel like a different kid
If I find peace, does all sadness dissipate
Pictures of my life
Flood through my mind
I feel all I have is memory
If I could rewrite time
Redefine
I might shed light on this beautiful mystery
I always wanted to make history
But I can't see with these fears inside of me
Blinded by my inhibitions
I've become trapped in my own monologue
But now I'm not gonna listen
Cause I've been searching for days
And I can't find a way
Direction doesn't find me
I long for life, I long for love
Define me
Pictures of my life
Flood through my mind
I feel all I have is memory
If I could rewrite time
Redefine
I might shed light on this beautiful mystery
I always wanted to make history
But I can't see with these fears inside of me
I long to live my dreams when I'm awake
I fear the worst
I sit and shake
Is it all for nothing
Please take me away from here
Im tired of wanting
tired of searching
Is it all for nothing