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Don't believe me When I say its alright I count down the seconds 'Till I say goodnight I wanna be remembered as someone who never fights But I'll show everyone That used to be me The three of you Sat on the sidewalk Don't care about you Walking up Don't care about you Staring them down We do what we can to numb the pain You're just like everyone else Feeling sorry while we go again I can disappear completely I can fade into the night If that's what you'd rather then I will oblige I can feel it killing slowly I know it's stealing time But out of everyone Thought you understood me The three of you Don't bother to hide Blame your Mom, let's say Blame those fights Blame this city dwellings Blame the sticky smelling Highways that get My heart swelling Inflame my brain With cursed ideas It's fun to chase this flawed money And they get us dancing in broken shoes We've lost all shame We've lost all rules I don't need you to love what I like Just show me the face that you've been tryna hide Never fighting, to fall on your knife Show your beauty once and I'll be in your life Oh, oh, oh I'll be in your life for a long time Oh, oh, oh I'll be in your life for a long time Oh, oh, oh I'll be in your life for a long time