bad reputation

Don't believe me
When I say its alright
I count down the seconds
'Till I say goodnight
I wanna be remembered as someone who never fights
But I'll show everyone
That used to be me

The three of you
Sat on the sidewalk
Don't care about you
Walking up
Don't care about you
Staring them down
We do what we can to numb the pain
You're just like everyone else
Feeling sorry while we go again

I can disappear completely
I can fade into the night
If that's what you'd rather then I will oblige
I can feel it killing slowly
I know it's stealing time
But out of everyone
Thought you understood me

The three of you
Don't bother to hide
Blame your Mom, let's say
Blame those fights
Blame this city dwellings
Blame the sticky smelling
Highways that get
My heart swelling
Inflame my brain
With cursed ideas
It's fun to chase this flawed money
And they get us dancing in broken shoes
We've lost all shame
We've lost all rules

I don't need you to love what I like
Just show me the face that you've been tryna hide
Never fighting, to fall on your knife
Show your beauty once and I'll be in your life
Oh, oh, oh I'll be in your life for a long time
Oh, oh, oh I'll be in your life for a long time
Oh, oh, oh I'll be in your life for a long time