Deadweight

So impulsive, indecisively Decided to let go of me And let it be, while saying, "Please don't walk away from me" So let me in and push me out again "Let's be friends," he says, while holding me So selfishly and I think, "Maybe things end differently" Don't wanna let go But I can't stay this way I'm pissed off, no, I'm enraged Sometimes I feel like you have changed 'Cause he wouldn't hurt me And you don't think through things logically It's unfair to say you care Expecting me to be there When you need, but make me bleed You cut a knife through me emotionally Don't wanna let go But I can't stay this way You always get what you want But I'm not someone who waits to feel love Because I think I've waited enough You seem like you're giving up On us