Scream

I feel conflicted, but it's excitement Maybe I'm nervous, mostly, I like it It's like the house light I keep unlit Last box in the basement, I've got a secret I've got a secret under the carpet I can't remember in which compartment The mind holds memories of days we've missed I miss being certain, certainly I miss Fallin' for the afterthought Of feelin' what I want I want to feel everything But when I do, it makes me question if I'm falling wrong Don't wanna break something And people say it can belong As long as it's unseen I feel uneasy, internal conflict My head and my heart try to rephrase the argument As "You didn't feel that," now I feel gaslit Torch my emotions Please change the subject Fallin' for the afterthought Of feelin' what I want, I want to feel everything But when I do it makes me question if I'm falling wrong Don't wanna break something, and people say it can belong As long as it's unseen I feel confused by what I'm ashamed for I feel ashamed by my human nature Choose to adapt new outward behavior To feel accepted People are built for Actin' like there's nothing wrong So they can just move on Sometimes I just wanna But if I did, it'd make you question if I'm worthy of Feeling love, it's funny how we get along Just as long as I'm quiet