Constant State

You watch me fight against current but it's proven to hard You tried to compensate for leaving, by just falling apart So I've made sure to keep some distance between me and my friends I've made a constant fucking effort to find all these dead ends So instead keep your head, Above all thats been said Don't jump in, you won't win, don't stray far from the surface again And y'know that, and y'know that, you won't break my ribs tonight It's every little thing you say, it drags me under, it makes me sink You fill these lungs with water So what's the plan? Are we struggling to keep composure? I ask you these questions you tell me you're not sure Passive aggressively passing on bad nights I tell myself daily that every things alright Out of sight out of mind Lately you'll find, I'm far from the line because i'm taking my time I'm not on my own, and since then I've grown You said if I jumped in you wouldn't let go And y'know that, and y'know that, you won't break my ribs tonight It's every little thing you say, it drags me under, it makes me sink You fill these lungs with water And it's sad your heart does what it's told And under your sheep skin it must get old Cause we've heard your stories and they're filled with lies They pour through your sore gums and widened eyes Every little thing you say, it drags me under, it makes me sink