Hollow

I felt so hollow on the inside these past 3 and a half years I've been stumbling over words that used to come out so clear And I know that this is hard for you, All these words are hard to choose I hope that things get better as you move to higher ground Your found, Your found I watched you fade away I watched my whole world turn to grey I felt so empty that cold january night And they'll state things I already know Feel your heart beat start to slow I'm hardly here, Cause I'll never hear what I want to hear Cause I've been turning over pages to find some acceptance No one lives forever and I'm no exception So what do I believe, I'm not entirely sure I was finding some relief, now I just toil and stir Because I'm too young to put those thoughts in my head I'm in deep and darker waters, so I'll desperately tread I remind myself exactly of what I am to say But the words come out like violence before they fall into place so I'm hollow And I'm trying to piece it all together I'd be lying if I said I'm That I'm trying to piece it all together Cause I'm lying, not getting any better Not getting any better Not getting any better I watched you fade away I watched my whole world turn to grey I felt so empty that cold january night And they'll state things I already know Feel your heart beat start to slow I'm hardly here, Cause I'll never hear what I want to hear (I felt so hollow) Cause I'll never hear what I want to hear Cause I'll never hear what I want to hear