Track 4 + 1

[Verse 1] I wrote a book of all the things that go on in my head I burnt it whole, so no one would ever think those things again I wore my old school uniform to see how much I'd grown I needed to get out of my perspective, the only one that I've ever known [Chorus] So I'll try singing about the colours I never knew I'd love I can't bring any flowers, but I could bring the mud [Verse 2] I grow out my hair to count out each day And I hoped you'd be aware of the things I didn't think to say Like, "Your eyes could light up a whole room And I'm kind of getting tired of being blinded by the thought of you" [Chorus] So I'll try singing about the colours I never knew I'd love I can't bring any flowers, but I could bring the mud 'Cause I've been burying myself alive, trying to call it quits I sure as hell have burnt the boat down, but I won't jump ship [Outro] My heart leapt when I came home to the silence 'Cause I haven't spent enough time in the quiet And yes, I like spending time with people who aren't me But I'm getting kind of tired only being happy