Track 4 + 1

[Verse 1]

I wrote a book of all the things that go on in my head

I burnt it whole, so no one would ever think those things again

I wore my old school uniform to see how much I'd grown

I needed to get out of my perspective, the only one that I've ever known

[Chorus]

So I'll try singing about the colours I never knew I'd love

I can't bring any flowers, but I could bring the mud

[Verse 2]

I grow out my hair to count out each day

And I hoped you'd be aware of the things I didn't think to say

Like, "Your eyes could light up a whole room

And I'm kind of getting tired of being blinded by the thought of you"

[Chorus]

So I'll try singing about the colours I never knew I'd love

I can't bring any flowers, but I could bring the mud

'Cause I've been burying myself alive, trying to call it quits

I sure as hell have burnt the boat down, but I won't jump ship

[Outro]

My heart leapt when I came home to the silence

'Cause I haven't spent enough time in the quiet

And yes, I like spending time with people who aren't me

But I'm getting kind of tired only being happy